.hopeful.

we have more or less opened up to one another. i am not sure if that talk would be of any help but i sincerely hope that you can listen to the advice and get well soon. just dont attempt to break their hearts again.

had a drink and a long chat with my dad just now. although he can be a pest to everyone in the house sometimes, he has this lovely side and he is by no doubt the pillar of support in my family. we drank tiger beer classic together. oh my!!! i love that a lot. most beers will leave a bitter after taste but there isnt any for this beer. i asked him if i can learn driving next month. his response wasnt a straight no but i could sense that he discouraged me from doing so. he felt it would be a waste of time, effort and money if i dont drive after i obtain my license. i can use my brother's car! he objected. my brother's car is a sports car. it will be very hard for newbies to drive his car. moreover, it is a totally different experience to drive alone in the car and to drive with the instructor beside me. disappointed. it seems like my chances of learning driving before my university starts is diminished. although he ended off by saying the decision is still with me but usually after similar talks, i will choose to go along with him. weak am i?

yesterday, i threw away a used to be an important gift. it is not that i dont treasure it anymore. it is kinda destroyed and i dont want it to remind me of the past anymore. it is a history and let's move on in life.

"listen to me and you wont be wrong"